Its a failure again. I dint even finish my blog that I wrote before my contract started 6 months ago. And now, I start to write this again because I feel helpless and I don't want too many people to know but I wanna share it.

I feel really good working on a ship. Freedom, a lot of freedom. But recently, a news came from my family that makes me feel that working in the ship is a very bad choice. My granny was diagnose with leukemia. I m 1 of the family and i cant do anything, to take care of her, and just to see her. I really want to go back now, and at least just look at her, talk to her, and i wanna take care of her. I dunno what to do now, as i don't think i cant go back except if i resign..... all i can do now is pray.

Recovering

A lot of people had already asked about me and him. I just wanna say it briefly here. Its nobody's fault, though I am guilty about this. But its really hard to maintain a long distance relationship. And as I will put my work as my top priority now, and in the meantime working will also means traveling for me, dating is not an option. NO MORE LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP!!!

Introduction

I am gonna write down all my ups and down, my travels, my food and all the good and bad experience here. I am a keyboardist, playing music with my awesome band member, the Summer Romance. Where do we play? On ship, cruise ship of course. I started playing with the band on the ship since last year. And that's the most awesome year I had. It was my first time to leave home, to work overseas, to have my first boyfriend, to break up, and to travel to so many places.

I am sorta regretted for not putting down what I've done and experience. As I am going back to the ship and continue traveling to some 'new' places (Asia mostly), I am not gonna miss the chance to record down everything I had experience on the ship and the places I have visited.